tingg

2008-10-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

so freaking tired day, duno why but it seems tired.
mentally.
dun feel like studying, dun feel like working,
dun feel like doing anything.
SIGH.
emodified.
stress like hell.

aniwae, money money money,
kino having their 20% sales, doh.
sigh. its money money and money again~!

2008-10-23T23:58:00.002+08:00

here is the photos of CRIMINAL A (LEFT) N B (RIGHT, THE BABY). today is a freaking bad luck day, real friggin BAD LUCK.

the story goes like this, i was eating dinner with criminal A n B, and were looking for seats to chit chat, when suddenly IT RAINS HEAVILY.

and since we cant find a place to sit, we decided to sit at staircase!

then this criminal B SAYS SHE WANNA PEE, so A brought her up the stairs to pee when i said to go outside there to pee, but A insist that IT WAS RAINING.

so the FRIGGIN BAD LUCK DAY STARTS.

B's pee dripped down to where i sit AND MY WHOLE SHIRT N PANTS R PEED.

ew.

suck.

2008-10-11T16:57:00.003+08:00

DREADFUL DREADFUL DREADFUL day!..

im so freaking tired again and yet again,
my work load is increasing.
and damn it i skip micro ytd. its so deadly.
first time in my life i regreted skipping a lesson! sigh.
i hope this stops!

was idling around in front of my laptop ytd till 1am+ den i went to slp at abt 2,
sigh horrible day,
woke up today and was sooo tired.
and crap thing is, i bought lunch for dad n mom but did not even bothere to ask what 2nd bro wanna eat,
ok, WITH HIS KING PERSONALITY, i know one thing for sure,
he wont wanna eat at downstair, but HEY i have school ok, so i dun give a damn.
i just use it as a reason and went to school..

FM was sleepy today, extraordinary SLEEPY.
sigh, went to kino just now and bought the last book of stephenie meyer~
the total set cost me around 80 bucks alreadi, im just getting poorer and poorer!
never get addicts to novels! its just too expensive to keep up!

reach work at about 430, SO DREADFUL, i already had tons and tons and tons of things to do,
and yet the cashier still ask me to find the number of a certain company coz she wanna call and order stuff,
its like DUH? LIKE I KNOW? and hello, y u ask me when im just a new employee?
PLS U BEEN WORKING HERE FOR AGES, and u dunno?
ITS JUST SO FREAKING CRAP.
why must i get into all this shyt.
DAMMIT.
argh.
IM POOR!

2008-10-09T01:49:00.001+08:00

Fet. Cascada - Everytime we Touch, Slow Version.
Even though the fast version is good, i tink the slow version aint bad either!
its nice (; , itsss supppperbb! i heard tis song from my bro's alarm and i STOLE IT. haha

-Lyrics

I still hear your voice,
when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness,
but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch,
I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel this static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.
Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.

LOVES, NITES
CHEERS.

2008-10-09T01:40:00.003+08:00

woots, one more post before i sleep,
omgomg, was playing audi just now AND MY FAM LDR, MR UNCLE BOO SEEMS TO FALL INTO THE BATHTUB. lol.
but it seems he is playing with bubbles. *laughs.

my audi char~! wee o wee, my hard earn 3 M. haha, after saving for DARN LONG.
with no skill now its so boring, should i skip game?
but i think i shldnt, coz i got NO TIME!

2008-10-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

this is my current addiction, but doh, not really that addict, my personal view is that, stephenie's book still lose sherrilyn kenyon books by abit doh, it doesnt make me excited =o,
but its a nice romance book la~ i bought book 2 n 3, doh, $38++.
sigh, IM FREAKING POOR AGAIN.
guess what?
NEVER EVER GET ADDICTED TO BOOKS, ITS BAD.
F R E A K I N G B A D.
tata. hope to haf a nice day tml (;
cheers

2008-10-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

YES! October, a refreshing month,
many brand new things coming up!
a brand new black skin, a brand new black music player on my blog.
Yes its nicer and better and i stole it from JOJO bloggy, aha,
but was asking and pestering her about it but i think she got irritated, haha.
so i figure it myself in the end, yea, dun pester her btr. AHA.

but i think the pictures are screwed. if u look carefully to the pics,
well if ur mouse move towards it the pic moves left and the words move,
when the cursor is out of the moves it goes back to the orginal place, kinda screw up.
BUT ITS STILL OKAY~.

first to speak, DAMN.
i just love this song, you raise me up~ by lena park. she is a great singer,
i got both the korean and eng version by her,ITS NICE..
and cascada - everytime we, slow version and only human by K, its from one litre of tears,
for those who watch the jap drama, its nice and touching!

been so stress up the last few days, sigh! WHY? i will post more about unhappy things.
but firstly, a few happy things before i stop blogging.

I FINALLY SAVE MY FIRST ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS. haha.

2ndly, i CANT IMAGINE IT, can u guess it?
MY ELDEST BRO GOT A NEW GF, and i thought in his mind the whole world had no gal and only his tht ex stead, yay IM SO GLAD, GO BROTHER!!
happy for him, my parents will be laughing in their dreams tonight. lol.

2008-09-24T21:24:00.002+08:00

damn!, this is the freaking 2nd time i upload all these, craps, dunno why but it sucks, something wierd happened,
ok, the abv books are my NOVELS, YEA! :3 sherrilyn kenyon novels,
dam nice and superb, best part is, im addicted, (:
yea im gonna save up and buy her latest novel soon which cost me 40+bucks! not all of them are here doh , i think some are in the living room, yea and one of them is borrowed from library.. haha

my messy cupboard as usual~
3 comics books which i bought today, and guess what? cost me 20 bucks, sigh, so ex! and currently now i am rather REGRETED at buying the first book, as its VERY LAME =.='
yea~ my cj7 lantern that hui bought for me! so cute right!! :3

my lappy~ thats was when i still playing cabal doh, but its been a very long time since i log in and play already, haha~

CHEERS

2008-09-24T21:05:00.004+08:00

sigh, today is already hmm lets see, wednesday, yea,
and i haven even study my micro! aww,
i will get my ass on it soon, asap today! RAWR.
was so tired today and nearly fall asleep in law lesson,
tht teacher wasnt really boring, law interest me actually, but still,
it depends on what type of law, company law totally BORES me.

hehe, actually, just something which i dislike,
i wanna whine here.
firstly, never ask me out after 7pm, dont ask why,
coz i hate the dark, and im scare of it, so i will never step out of my house.
2ndly, dun ever pester me or what, i hate it,
give me some freedom, some space to breathe.
ok, if u disturb me when i read comic its still ok.
but when u disturb me when i read novels? U R SO DEAD (;
smiles!
ok, i shldd really go and relax. CYA HAHA

2008-09-17T19:02:00.002+08:00

OK, this is taken from a website, ok as u can see the 'exclusive to singtel' thingy,

i took from singtel website, doh i hope no copyright law involve.. lol

i just wanna say, YEA

i bought this phone for $108 last monday! i had to top $100 as the line is not 21mths OLD,

which is freaking too long to wait, i have to wait till next year u know? so long!

so im fking broke.

one more reason that results to me being so broke,

is my ADDICTS TO sherrilyn kenyon novels.

ok let me tell u something,

u noe? shopping aint a expensive hobby.

collecting BOOKS R EXPENSIVE HOBBIES.

look at my comics at home? u can see some of them in my picture earlier,

just from 1 corner alone the entire books there can cost more den $200 bucks,

ITS ALOT u know? look at my skip beat for example, $7 x 18 = $ 126.

SEE? its so freaking expensive, and becoz im a COMIC LOVER,

there is alot series at my home and it is so FREAKING COSTLY.

sobs.

ok, den within 2 weeks, i got some books,

i think about 10? and it cost me a freaking of $200+ already.

ARGH. damn it.

and i wanna buy her latest book which is like $40+? sobs. so expensive!

2008-09-17T18:58:00.003+08:00

hoho, today is 17th september alreadi,
i guess most of you can see!
today is the first week that the rest of my modules starts!
and today is the first day of law!,
well, law does interest me quite abit, and i was really hoping that i wont get an ang moh teacher,
ang moh teacher r good, their english is damn zai one, but the bad point is, I DUNNO WTH THEY R TALKING ABT, so i dun wan them xD
ok so, i got a tamil teacher, or is it indian?
well, im kinda a.... doesnt like iinnndiiiannnn person..
so i was abit......
fill in the imaginations urself xD

oh well, currently now at work, argh.
so lifeless man, everyday the same routine, work study slp, eat
boring boring boring, why cant i get out of this life? at least if i study something i like
isnt it better? so sucky lor.. sigh*

2008-09-10T14:36:00.001+08:00

A picture of the day! this is my wonder cupboard + table

nice right? and i have been saying my room is damn messy. and thanks to my beloved dear.

HE CALL THIS A STOREROOM. RAWR!

2008-09-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS 10TH OF SEPTEMBER!

okay, i think most of u guys know that this is the date today,
i cant believe myself that i haven been blogging for ages AGAIN.
i guess i cant keep up with it,
yes.
feeling pretty bored, im at work today, and my manager is sitting right beside me now,
and i dun even have the motivation to work! haha,
i wanted to on the sounds but i guess the sound of the msn will pissed him off so i decided to mute the laptop! D:

aniwae, i got a little pissed of yesterday again,
this happen twice every month, again and again and again and again and again and again,
never ending, the salary was not given out YET AGAIN.
and then those ppl will come pestering after me for it!
and i dunno how many FREAKING TIMES I HAVE TO SAY THAT EVEN THOUGH I AM THE ACCOUNTANT IM JUST A FREAKING EMPLOYEE LIKE U.
lim pek have absolutely no say in giving out the salary OKAY?!!!!!
damn, they just dun get it do they. irritating!
hey, even though im lazy, i have tons of things to do okay? so dun irritate me! thanks~

im so currently addicted to sherrilyn kenyon books! omg,
i so freaking think its nice! so u all can go library and borrow it..
mauhaha, i already spent over 70 bucks on freaking 5 of her books,
its just so dam expensive. and also i bought lulu paris perfume that time at 43 bucks.
sigh, there go my first 1ooo! its gonna take me ANOTHER MTH before i can save it.
yep, and i still lack freaking 5 of sherrilyn kenyon books i wanna keep.
and i so hope that kino faster have their 20% sales and im sure ran down to taka to purchase it!
ARGH. damn! money money money pls fall from the sky and gimme.
well, coz if books fall from sky, its too heavy and it HURTS. XD

2008-08-28T14:20:00.003+08:00

im UPSET, im DEPRESSED.

is this line, ' i wanna learn piano' a big joke of the year?
whats wrong with it!
when i told my dad about it he laugh at me. and even said learning piano is for primary sch kids or secondary sch kids, keep telling me im i toooo OLD to learn already.
and even say i cant even cope with my studies and work and STUFF like that.
HE even mention that i use to say i wanna learn animation and then i also give up.

firstly, i know that learning piano at adult age is not easy as our fingers are not as flexible as before, but it doesnt mean u CANT learn isnt it?
and also, even if i did say i wish to learn piano when i am in pri sch or sec sch, WOULD you let me learn? i DOUBT it.
and also, i dun see why i cant spend one day on piano once a week? if i have time to play games, and surf net, i dun mind using those time and give up for something i LIKE.
tell me, how many times have i go against my wish and doing things i DISLIKE.
wtf is this.

and yes, i did mention i wish to learn animation, and do u know just attending night classes in NAFA isnt easy? its expensive and where do i get the money when u in the first place do not wan to support me because u find it useless and also u think that i am not up to it.
YES, money cant buy everything, but how can i someone with no money learn animation and stuff like that? do u know how much i wish to retake poly again and go for the dip of my interest?
i have COMPLETELY NO INTEREST IN ACCOUNTANCY.
and now i am back to take it again, why? becoz i had no choice, yea i know. plenty of excuses by me but what can i do? mayb these excuses can make me feel better. and let me hide in my shell and every time i look back and i will see what am a failure am i.

always always always DOING THINGS I DUN WISH TO DO!
wth is this. ok.
since young, i was FORCE to go for tuitions, i know, yea yea for my own good, for my studies ETC.
but do u ever ask me if i wanna take up other things? like piano, guitar or whatever? NO. u did not.
do u know when i was p5 den i knew that u can take up CCA way before that when you are p1, and u can also take up cca like violin or band. do u know how pathetic it was? i did not even know that there was a band in my primary school until i heard them play one saturday. i DO NOT even know about the CCAs in primary school. and just becoz of that i miss everything out in my primary school life. AND ALL THAT WAS BECAUSE i was taught of nothing but STUDY STUDY STUDY STUDY AND STUDY.

who was the one who PICK my secondary school? it WASNT ME. i did not pick that school. it was pick by my parents.
AND THEN, secondary 3, i wanted to go for literature, i dun wanna take amaths, and den in the end, i ended up with double maths, and why is this SO? its becoz AGAIN AND AGAIN U PICK IT FOR ME.

not knowing anything is a big excuse, i know it, and i always use this accuse to say why i did not pick the dip i like in poly. because i know nothing.
i knew nothing YET i dun wanna go and find it out myself. i am ALONE. no ppl to advice me on what i should do and how i should do.
and now when i told my dad i have not give up on my animation dream all he can do is LAUGH.
crap. fuck it.
and when i wanna go and learn piano now, coz i am working part time and i have a few HUNDERED dollars, i know it isnt much but if i wanna learn why cant i? its my own money isnt it.
i should have KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT AND GO LEARN MYSELF SECRETLY.
damn.
why is this happening? i feel like a complete failure.
every seconds, every minute, every hour that pass make me so miserable.
am i happy of my freaking life?
why am i here in the first place. i cant even do what i wish to do.
FUCK.

2008-08-17T17:22:00.001+08:00

ahhh forgot to blog again!
15th august, was econs exam day.
DOOMSDAY!
holy crap, i cant believe that i wrote the freaking wrong equation down,
sign, alot marks gone..
really hope i can pass *prays*

am working now, so FREAKING COLD TODAY,
argh!

2008-08-13T14:05:00.003+08:00

MATHS IS OVER! hip hip hurray~

but den the most worrryinggg paper is still econs,
i always suck at econs!
must study hard lo!

today maths papers was NOT EASY like the teacher said.
he LIES.
he even said qn 10 is a bomb which to me wasnt,
qn 8 was more like a bomb to me
there were even integration of trigo which he did not teach much,
and somemore at the start of paper, i already had problems solving qn 2!
argh!
hope i pass,
jiayou!

past few days wasnt good either,
there was a shoe theif at my hse! my mom's shoe was stolen and she keep whine and whine abt it, saying she is sad, but that shoe was FOC, it was bought from army using my bro's card..
my big bro's soccer shoe got stolen which worth 100+ and another pair of expensive shoe was also gone,
but he did not whine la which is good, lol
coz he really dun understand why would someone steal a smelly soccer shoe?
yea, my bro had STINKY FEET.
haha.

oh well, friday is econs,
ALL THE BEST!
muacks

2008-08-08T23:56:00.003+08:00

2nd Aug - EY interns meeting~ yay went kbox and pizza hut for dinner after that

this oldie song was sang by princess and step! omigod, lol earlier on princess was singing sha la la la ~

Yea, the 5 of us, too bad chiayun left for class and janice cant join us due to dance! sobs!

but we enjoyed la XD yay

2008-08-08T23:46:00.002+08:00

A very ridiculous day!
today ard 8+pm i had a phone call from unknown, and i dun even noe the person, but apparently, he noes me.
here goes the scene
Mr. Unknown: dawn ar?
Me: ya? [apparently, he is my game fren coz my nick was dawn]
Mr. Unknown: u know where xxx?
Me: HUH? [coz i cant hear what is the xxx]
den it repeat with him asking where xxx and i keep huh den i replied i dunno
den he keep ask and i just said huh i dunno what u talking
lastly he gimme a 'ka ni na bei chao chee bye, nvm la'
i was like wtf? cb sia for no reason tio kan..
den after that another number keep call me for dunno what fuck reason..
i din pick up, sense bo liao matter again..
anyway.
MY MANAGER WAS BESIDE ME LA, BLOODLY HELL.
u kids doesnt need to work DOESNT MEAN THAT APPLIES TO ME TOO.
IM WORKING FOR GOD SAKE.
somemore i already dunno hw many mths nv log in game ler..

aniway, went taka kino today, quite disappointed, even with the 20% sales,
i din purchase much sia! only bought 3 books,
sob sob..
this is bad!

2008-07-31T14:10:00.000+08:00

yea, to show u guys! this is lollipop ' er jun ' yea, 'zhai nan shu'
haven got gong zhu bang yet, but oh wells~ :3
JIAYOU!

2008-07-31T14:07:00.005+08:00

ARGH, on create post web last nite but forgot to blog,
lol, was busy disturbing my brother..
he was doing some basic accounts question last nite when i reach hm after maths
to my horror, i forgot all basic and when he asked me, i just happily say yes to all..
wahhaha, but when i read his questions, he even had financial report of performance and dunno simi sai de, i dun rem i learn those sia.. wierd..
haha, oh well..

i wanted to write the slogan for ytd is 'maths is defintely 100% easier than econs'
haha, but oh well, i never really did well in maths, one main and most impt reason was
my carelessness was so superb that it pull down all my marks, haha..
but aniwaes, still have to put in effort to study econs and maths,
never let carelessness pull me down! yea!

was so happy today, i finally found lollipop 2 ep on web, hoho,
the song was nice! haha, and i haven bought lollipop dvd concert! awwww
sobs, have to get it soon yea, :3 lollipop xD
was watching some epi earlier and luffing my ass off..
hoho, :3 lollipop!

2008-07-29T23:13:00.002+08:00

HOHO, i cant believe it!
can u guess what happen! crap.
my mom woke me up in the middle of night at 4am,
just to NAG at me for not eating some vitamin pills she bought for me,
well, i was lazy and forgot to take for 1-2 days only and she NAG,
its like wth lor, i had work later and she knew it but she just woke up me up like that.
urgh!, aniwae how did she found out?
she just yell at me and said she COUNT every single pills everyday and found out that i did not eat..
its just so lame, she really got nothing better to do lor..
bth sia..

reached workplace at abt 1230pm today..
so dam tired sia, and the stupid accounting system screw again.
appear double transaction, so irritating sia,
did i type tooooo fast for the slow moving pc to take it?
thats y this error occur? lol. guess so.
aniwae, finally getting my mid mth pay today, yay.
tml mom wont cook, guess i'll have to buy some nice stuff to eat, yay.
but soon mth end pay will come soon, lol.
hope get money fast fast! yay!

aniwae,
si ceed mama, i did update ytd ok, coz i just start this ytd
haha.
im tired, tml having maths, aww the teacher suk
haha, he is so full of himself, bleh.
well, cya loh~

2008-07-29T00:25:00.004+08:00

HOHO! the moving is complete!
firstly, wishhy bloggy is move to here! but i did not move the post, too lazy!
coz of some idiotic asser who is so free who keeps disturb me at my tagboard,
i decided to move, aww i haven catch the culprit, but most likely the person is from my poly..
i dont rem having enemies during sec sch life, hoho. wonders.

anyway lurve-tingg isnt new, it was here before but i abandon it, wanted to create a new blog but the template keep giving problem.. but i did not really noe the reason so was pretty fed up. haha

was already quite tired so i just use this instead! yea!

welcome july! doh is already going august soon!
currently now, im a UOL student in SIM~
study study study, due to alot problems, i ended up in accounting again~
but oh well, this time, i think i am serious already (time to stop playing)
but i hope i do that even doh im still slacking, haha.
but den it still doesnt stop my passion for animation and photoshop thingy,
if i have the chance i will still go and try it! so yea, jiayou!

oh well, soon, the bridging exams will start and i will take one week off to study real soon,
still working part time accountant at a karaoke la~
dun come find me, thanks, no discount. lol xD
the reality is CRUEL.

oh well, this morning went for morning class econs as it was their last lecture, not really good, coz i did not slp enuff so went there at a super gong mode, still does not really understand the multiplier thingy! its time to study!

yea went for 7pm class later, on my way home,
i got a SHOCK OF MY FREAKING LIFE.
well, when i board 157 with joannie, i met 4 PPL!
its xiong, joseph (aka birdman), cherchuan and xing.
they went to watch superband at mediacorp, lol, abit bo liao doh =x
and so we had alot of fun and take alot lame stuff in sch last time,
i had fun la, i dunno about them but they r always luffing so i guess we did have fun? lol.
oh well, we were chatting la, den this cherchuan was asking if i got merit coz he saw my name in this booklet, WELL, the person had the same surname and name as me, exactly the same, but wasnt me la, too bad, coz the person was in business while i in accountancy.
den this cherchuan immediately say ' i knew it wasnt u ', wth la, ok lor, i din study hard ok~
but nvm la, so we started chatting and he told me he got GPA 3.87 or 3.78 cant rem already but 90% inside me knew he was bullshitting.
and the shock of my life, was, HE GOT INTO NUS. ITS WAS LIKE OMFGX10000.
hey, i wasnt looking down on him, maybe 10% BUT ITS NOT MUCH OKAY~~~
i really got a shock lor, although xing got into NTU, i did not get as much shock as chuan.
i really must reflect sia.. if i can enter nus or ntu de animation course, wouldnt it be good? haha..
but chuan, wa lau, memories seems like ytd when i still rem u fail o lvl english.
HOW DID THIS HAPPEN! haha, sry chuan, im still in shock.!
well but congrats la u enter nus, but i guess u dun read my blog so u wont noe i congrats u. HAHA =x

yea!, tired alreadi.
im going off to bed, tml work lo.
tata peeps